Am I Back?

I would love to say I am, I’ve missed the blog, I’ve missed reading; most of all, I’ve missed myself.

The depression that I kept trying to bat away after moving just won the last couple of rounds and basically took me out of the bookish community since the end of 2020.

I didn’t want to move here, I still don’t want to be here and I have gone months between reads, and sometimes I feel like myself and there’s this hope rekindled that it’s me back in the swing until for me to fall flat again.

This time though there are some different circumstances, I’m in therapy now and on a plan to try and help me, also turns out I have a pretty severe Vitamin D deficiency which certainly wasn’t helping.

Why am I telling you all this? Well, because some of my best friends read this, because the most supportive people weren’t the people I went to college with who I see post things on FB, we’ve all grown distant as you do, but you all have been there. In my DMs on Instagram, on my Discord, you all have been the ones who supported me and I would love to return that love, I can’t guarantee it, but I can say I want to with all my heart. You all and my writing friends have been keeping me feeling as if I still have friends, that I still have a bit of me left on my darker days.

Thank you all, and I feel like I may be back on track, but we’ll have to see. Until then, hopefully I can get some reviews out on here but if not definitely have some mini reviews on bookstagram and have started to be more active there as my first step of ‘re-entry.’